iwillbecauseican:

i hate it so much when things get all weird between a couple. i hate that feeling when you aren’t good enough. when you make mistakes and there’s nothing you can do to take them back. i hate that feeling when you waste 3 hours of an amazing conversation arguing for something stupid that you said. i hate the feeling when you’re so mad that you can’t control your decisions or your words. and you end up spiting shit from your mouth. shit that you don’t even mean. i hate that feeling when you’re trying to solve everything and the other person just starts yelling at you and making everything worse. i hate that feeling when you are so fucking sad.. and all you need is a hug, but the other person gets mad at you because you’re acting weird. i absolutely hate that feeling when you want to cry but you’re afraid the other person will think you’re a pussy or in my case, a drama queen. i hate that feeling when you want to talk to that person first, but you’re too afraid to swallow your pride first. i hate that feeling when you don’t talk to each other for 3 or 4 or 5 days and when you finally talk everything seems to be weird.. or the other person seems to feel way different about you. i hate how relationships are made of balances, and if you break the balance, it’s absolutely fucking hard to make it stable again.

but what i hate the most, is being forgotten for being yourself. accept that person from the 1rst day or don’t even talk to them. forcing your insignificant one to change is the worst thing you could ever ask them to do.
though, i would change everything for you.